Day 26: How do you think others view you?
Honestly, I don't know if I want to answer this...
As I have gotten older, I have changed. When I was a teenager until about the age 21, I would talk to anyone. I would say and do anything! I was loud, I was probably pretty obnoxious :) And I am sure that is just how people saw me.
At 21, I was married. I had a little boy and one more on the way. I needed LOTS of quiet time! I didn't leave my new comfort zone much, I became less outgoing and just felt the need to quiet and relaxation when I could find it. So I am sure people saw me as anti-social...for those who know me, this is soooo not the case! I love to TALK!
I used to never worry how people would see me. Now I do, there is still that 18 year old teenager in me who just wants to do say and do silly things, but the 30 year old body that teenager is housed in won't allow it in public!!! I know what a few people think about me, but not everyone...
My Hubs thinks I need to relax and have some fun, instead of work all day then come home and clean the house! I agree, but I worry that if I did that nothing would get done at home and a messy house (which mine usually is) drives me bonkers!
My Kids, I am sure they think I am crazy! I dance around the living room singing at the top of my lungs, I make them CLEAN, I commandeer the Wii so I can play Mario, I want them to wear clothes that don't have holes, have been washed and that actually match...yep I must be crazy!
Thats what I know...
What I HOPE is that people see me as reliable, honest, hardworking, loving, repectful and fun. And if they don't then I have more work to do....
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Whenever I think of you, I think of a very selfless little 4(?) year old girl who decided to fast for a cousin who was sick. That simple act of kindness and love at such an early age was so very much appreciated and told me just WHO you were (are)!
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